Curling up on the sofa, next to my husband (while he blares out Facebook videos/football matches/the latest episode of whatever action series he's currently in to) with a mug of fruit tea and a cosy blanket is fast becoming my favourite way to spend the evenings. I set myself a reading challenge of 100 books this year and am currently on book 19 mid-February. I thought it would be fun to share my musings here, as this blog is often a true reflection of our time. I've added a goodreads blurb for each book, as this makes it easier for me! Hopefully next month's pile will be sightly larger, as I didn't photograph the books I borrowed from the library for this post.
All the Bright Places by Jennifer Niven.
Theodore Finch is fascinated by death, and he constantly thinks of ways he might kill himself. But each time, something good, no matter how small, stops him.
Violet Markey lives for the future, counting the days until graduation, when she can escape her Indiana town and her aching grief in the wake of her sister’s recent death.
When Finch and Violet meet on the ledge of the bell tower at school, it’s unclear who saves whom. And when they pair up on a project to discover the “natural wonders” of their state, both Finch and Violet make more important discoveries: It’s only with Violet that Finch can be himself—a weird, funny, live-out-loud guy who’s not such a freak after all. And it’s only with Finch that Violet can forget to count away the days and start living them. But as Violet’s world grows, Finch’s begins to shrink.
I absolute adored this book, it made me feel all the feels. I laughed (books about teenage boys are always the funniest), I cried, I felt true hope and totally hopeless. The characters are relateable despite suffering from depression, and the young love that blossoms is completely believable. Mental illness and suicide need to be discussed, it should not be a taboo subject and many YA authors are doing a brilliant job of it.
Looking for Alaska by John Green.
Before. Miles "Pudge" Halter's whole existence has been one big nonevent, and his obsession with famous last words has only made him crave the "Great Perhaps" (François Rabelais, poet) even more. He heads off to the sometimes crazy, possibly unstable, and anything-but-boring world of Culver Creek Boarding School, and his life becomes the opposite of safe. Because down the hall is Alaska Young. The gorgeous, clever, funny, sexy, self-destructive, screwed-up, and utterly fascinating Alaska Young, who is an event unto herself. She pulls Pudge into her world, launches him into the Great Perhaps, and steals his heart.
After. Nothing is ever the same.
Another boy meets girl tale, which I must admit I am a sucker for. Quirky characters with their fair of problems which only makes them more endearing. There are a lot of negative reviews on goodreads, it isn't an incredible story but I still enjoyed it. John Green creates suspense, letting us find out out about the characters little by little, which kept me reading.
|Am I Normal Yet? (The Normal Series) by Holly Bourne.|
All Evie wants is to be normal. She’s almost off her meds and at a new college where no one knows her as the girl-who-went-crazy. She’s even going to parties and making friends. There’s only one thing left to tick off her list…
But relationships are messy – especially relationships with teenage guys. They can make any girl feel like they’re going mad. And if Evie can’t even tell her new friends Amber and Lottie the truth about herself, how will she cope when she falls in love?
Holly Bourne is fast becoming one of my favourite writers of the moment. Her take on YA subjects is hilarious, interesting and raw. I cried multiple times reading this book, from laughing so hard and from utter heartbreak. I am only slightly over-dramatic. Evie's spiralling decline is hard to read about but again, I am glad mental illness is being addressed in our society. Some of my favourite characters trying to juggle teenage life, a must read.
The Shock of the Fall by Nathan Filer
There are books which let us into the hidden parts of life and make them vividly real.
There are books which, because of the sheer skill with which every word is chosen, linger in your mind for days.
The Shock of the Fall is all of these books.
The Shock of the Fall is an extraordinary portrait of one man’s descent into mental illness. It is a brave and groundbreaking novel from one of the most exciting new voices in fiction.
There seems to be a running theme of mental illness in my favourites this month, which honestly I did not do on purpose, but it makes sense that these books would have such a profound affect on me, on anyone who reads them. Nathan Filer is an incredible writer, he managed to tear me from me spot on the sofa and imagine I was right next to Matthew, watching like a fly on the wall as he deals with the death of his disabled brother and his own mental decline. Another heartbreaking read, but an absolutely brilliant one.
Also read, but not pictured: